Starting Over

 

Done so many things wrong I don't know if I can do right
Oh I, Oh I've
Done so many things wrong I don't know if I can do right

At this point in my life
I've done so many things wrong I don't know if I can do right
If you put your trust in me I hope I won't let you down
If you give me a chance I'll try

You see it's been a hard road the road I'm traveling on
And if I take your hand I might lead you down the path to ruin
I've had a hard life I'm just saying it so you'll understand
That right now, right now, I'm doing the best I can
At this point in my life

At this point in my life
Although I've mostly walked in the shadows
I'm still searching for the light
Won't you put your faith in me
We both know that's what matters
If you give me a chance I'll try

You see I've been climbing stairs but mostly stumbling down
I've been reaching high always losing ground
You see I've been reaching high but always losing ground
You see I've conquered hills but I still have mountains to climb
And right now right now I'm doing the best I can
At this point in my life Before we take a step

Before we walk down that path
Before I make any promises
Before you have regrets
Before we talk commitment
Let me tell you of my past
All I've seen and all I've done
The things I'd like to forget At this point in my life

At this point in my life
I'd like to live as if only love mattered
As if redemption was in sight
As if the search to live honestly
Is all that anyone needs
No matter if you find it
You see when I've touched the sky
The earth's gravity has pulled me down
But now I've reconciled that in this world
Birds and angels get the wings to fly
If you can believe in this heart of mine
If you can give it a try
Then I'll reach inside and find and give you
All the sweetness that I have
At this point in my life

At this point in my life

God must have grate plans fore many people. It deeply saddens me to hear of all the horrible carnage and despair that is and has been going on in America with hurricane Katrina many lives lost and so many ruined. I feel great sorrow fore all those that have lost their faith in god, disbelieving what a horrible thing that could happen.

In the past couple years we have had so much suffer in this world that the pain is unbearable with all these natural disasters and wars. But the true faith and compassion in so many have really shined. Just look at all the support and prayer that happens after every day, that it's amazing!

When I first herd about the hurricane my stomach just dropped I felt so sick I wanted to cry but I needed to hold my self together. I wanted to go and help every person I could. But felt helpless all I could do is pray and hope things will get better. But they will get worse before they do get better. As of this weekend there will be another hurricane to hit Texas, Louisiana called Hurricane Rita. The forecasters say storm could build to Category 4 status in Gulf of Mexico. I just pray to god that things will be ok and every one will be safe.

This month I have really been focusing on changing my life fore the better. I mean I have dun so much good towards others and good fore my self. Its hard to stay happy when there is obstacles in the way but things are only as bad as you make it. As long as I have the lord's hand over my soul I no I'm living to the fullest.

Man I never new it is so hard to quit a habit. The past few days I have really been trying to stop swearing and getting upset its not like I do it often but it just slips out I pray that god will help me with this problem at times but I no that I really have to work on it.

Today was my first day at church in years. It was pretty good I enjoyed my self wile sitting beside Erin lisining to all the stuff that went on during the tiland trip. IV given it some thought and id love to go help sick kids and help around the village, I want to go next time and make a difference.
yesterday all morning I was working, helping my moms friend move I didn’t earn much after I was dun but that’s ok i'm just glad to of helped but I did make 20$ though yesterday. And so today when the kfc bucket came around I put my 20 in there, I’m not to sure what the money goes towards but I’m sure it’s a good cause and I’m glad that I did put it in there I’m sure that I would have just wasted the money any way. It makes me feel really good to help out with my time and what I have.

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!